I'm not going to be admitted till next week, most likely, because admission days are from Monday through Thursday, & I have to have a physical still to get in. My physical appointment isn't til this Thursday. Sucks.
Lately I've been feeling more shaky, more exhausted, unfocused, & I believe my hair is beginning to come out easier. So to sum it all up I have another week of feeling like utter shit before I can leave & go get help. Good news is that I didn't purge today at least. :)
Course, I did fast instead. Today was no good. Really depressed & suicidal. Once again...Idk what the hell to do.
