I did a lot of reading today. My book called Revolution. I forget by who. Let's see, & i didn't do much of anything today, just ate, & waited in melanie's office while she worked. I am getting SO FAT here. Oh well...
& you know what, i hate becca's boyfriend. He is such a complete asshole towards her. She deserves much better. I told her that but she said she doesn't care, she still wants him even though he's an asshole. Ugh. I mean sure, he has issues of his own, but ugh, he is so like NOT a ray of sunshine. He just makes my best friend feel like shit all the time. I want to punch him... & i want karl to text me back. He hasn't since maybe 4:30 today? I dunno. He probably had to work or something, or fell asleep. He's always saying how tired he is...
Amber said she got my letter today, & she'll send me one here at melanie's. I said okay...
I told becca i'd give her melanie's address so she could send me my super late birthday card over here. But i don't know melanie's address & i'd feel weird asking her for it. She might not want me to give it to becca cuz she doesn't know her or whatever. Oh, well.
Ugh. Why can't he just text me back... I miss talking to karl. When we first started texting he was like, always there. I wonder what changed. Whatever. I'm so sick of feeling so fat. But i do. I can't help it. I hate when my legs touch. It feels disgusting. I can't stand it. He says he'd like me to gain weight, like to a healthy BMI of 20. God i wanna make him happy but i don't wanna get that fat. At least i have the comforting fact that i can lose all this weight when i finally get home. Which will be on the 30th.
I'm going to go brush my sore teeth, now, & get ready for bed.
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