Today was okay-ish. In the morning we went out to meet melanie's friend jennifer for lunch. I had a grilled cheese sandwich, chips, & a chocolate chip cookie. I never fail to eat like a fattie... I just never get full. So then after that, we took melanie's boyfriend nelson to his doctor's appointment; i read a good chunk of my book in the waiting room. Afterwards, we went grocery shopping, came home & went back out to see X Men 1st Class. 1st time for her, 2nd time for me. [A great movie for the record though.] i Ate so much twizzlers & gummies during the movie. I felt horrible after it, so i went to the bathroom & attempted to throw it up. [Note that i say ATTEMPT.] i think the girl in the stall beside me was mortified. I saw her flipflopped feet just standing there.
So after that we went back to the house & had dinner. I got caught up online & stuff. Amber got my letter today she told me. Hmmm...
I don't have much else to say, really. I jst feel so fat from all this food. & i can feel myself getting bigger everyday. When i sit down now, i sit so that my legs are wide apart, like a boy, cuz i don't want my thighs to touch. Ugh. I just hate my body.
Tbh [Idk what that stands for but i find it appropriate to use in this sentence, ha.] Karl hasn't texted me all day. I miss him. Last night i texted him 'i love you' before i fell asleep & he replied with i love you too. <3 it made me feel...good. Like warm & fuzzy inside. Hehe. Ugh i just miss talking to him right now, you know?
My retainers are cutting into my gums. Sucks. Plus it's probably after one AM, now, so I'm going to bed.
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